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i have a lot of thoughts about television

sons of anarchy, justified, the gaslight anthem, body mod, my chemical romance, oz, breaking bad, game of thrones (books), kinky sex, led zeppelin

house lannister

i have a weird brain twin/bff/butt-wife

all of the caps i use in graphics come from here

i am not spoiler free in the slightest (but i tag for game of thrones because i wasn't raised in the goddamn jungle)

the end of a bloodlinethe moon is a cold light

the end of a bloodline
the moon is a cold light

baby, i got mine
listen

our choices seal our fate
listen

go big or go extinct. 

devil’s on the loose
listen


and i won’t leave until you come downstairsa boyd/ava fanmix
 001. gillian welch . whiskey girl nowhere man and the whiskey girl / they load up for a weekend in the underworld 002. bright eyes . first day of my lifei’m glad i didn’t die before i met you / but now i don’t care, i could go anywhere / with you / and i’d probably be happy003. noah gundersen . middle of juneand love is a thing that you can’t define / though you try with all your might through the riddles and rhymes / it’ll fly you like a kite, it’ll throw you to the ground / but that’s the best thing i have found004. the civil wars . i’ve got this friendall that he really wants / is someone to want him back005. the lumineers . stubborn loveso pay attention now / i’m standin’ on your porch screaming out / and i won’t leave until you come downstairs006. mumford & sons . lover’s eyesi’ll walk slow, i’ll walk slow / take my hand, help me on my way007. better than ezra . southern girlrun til you crawl / in the morning you will find her there008. ryan adams . twomy money’s no good when i’m up to no good / no good ever comes from it, honest009. noah gundersen . gardenheaven is where we make it / even in the smallest places can a garden grow010. bright eyes . landlocked blues and the future hangs over our heads / and it moves with each current event / until it falls all around like a cold steady rain / just stay in when it’s looking this way011. neil young . heart of goldi wanna live, i wanna give / i’ve been a miner for a heart of gold / it’s these expressions i never give / that keep me searchin’ for a heart of gold / and i’m gettin’ old 012. the horrible crowes . i believe jesus brought us together did you say your lovers were liars? / all my lovers were liars too / did you say you were afraid of dying? / i ain’t lived a single day without you

and i won’t leave until you come downstairs
a boyd/ava fanmix

001. gillian welch . whiskey girl
nowhere man and the whiskey girl / they load up for a weekend in the underworld
002. bright eyes . first day of my life
i’m glad i didn’t die before i met you / but now i don’t care, i could go anywhere / with you / and i’d probably be happy
003. noah gundersen . middle of june
and love is a thing that you can’t define / though you try with all your might through the riddles and rhymes / it’ll fly you like a kite, it’ll throw you to the ground / but that’s the best thing i have found
004. the civil wars . i’ve got this friend
all that he really wants / is someone to want him back
005. the lumineers . stubborn love
so pay attention now / i’m standin’ on your porch screaming out / and i won’t leave until you come downstairs
006. mumford & sons . lover’s eyes
i’ll walk slow, i’ll walk slow / take my hand, help me on my way
007. better than ezra . southern girl
run til you crawl / in the morning you will find her there
008. ryan adams . two
my money’s no good when i’m up to no good / no good ever comes from it, honest
009. noah gundersen . garden
heaven is where we make it / even in the smallest places can a garden grow
010. bright eyes . landlocked blues
and the future hangs over our heads / and it moves with each current event / until it falls all around like a cold steady rain / just stay in when it’s looking this way
011. neil young . heart of gold
i wanna live, i wanna give / i’ve been a miner for a heart of gold / it’s these expressions i never give / that keep me searchin’ for a heart of gold / and i’m gettin’ old
012. the horrible crowes . i believe jesus brought us together
did you say your lovers were liars? / all my lovers were liars too / did you say you were afraid of dying? / i ain’t lived a single day without you

i know my time is surely gonna come
listen


i let the water take me

i let the water take me

I end up
feeling empty, like you’ve taken something out of me, and I have to search
my body for the scars, thinking Did he find that one last tender place to
sink his teeth in?

what can i keep for myself if i tell you my hell? 
what would be left to take to my grave?

Devil, get us a jar and two glasses. This party’s just for Raylan and me. 

They left that part out on Career Day. 


i wanna suffer for my sinsa boyd crowder fanmix
 001. johnny guitar watson | gangster of love i jumped in my white horse cadillac / i rode across the border line / i roped fifty-five girls / i kissed them all the same time 002. the black keys | everlasting lightoh baby can’t you see / it’s shinin’ just for you / loneliness is over / dark days are through, they’re through003. cage the elephant | ain’t no rest for the wickedno there ain’t no rest for the wicked / until we close our eyes for good004. fiona apple | criminali done wrong and i wanna suffer for my sins / i come to you ‘cause i need guidance to be true / and i just don’t know where i can begin005. alkaline trio | burnas we burn / pretending to fight it, everyone learns / faster on fire / things took a turn, lost all desire / you live and you burn006. dr. john | i don’t wanna knowand all around the gold is glistening / making sure it keeps me down to size007. the black keys | howlin’ for youi must admit i can’t explain / any of these thoughts racin’ through my brain / it’s true / baby i’m howlin’ for you008. cobra verde | play with firenow don’t play with me / ‘cause you’re playing with fire009. straylight run | hands in the sky (big shot)he says give it up, boy / give it up or you’re gonna die / you’ll get a bullet in the back of the neck / in the back of the neck right between the eyes010. florence + the machine | remain nameless i wish to remain nameless / and live without shame / ‘cause what’s in a name, oh / i still remain the same011. gnarls barkley | who’s gonna save my soul?who’s gonna save my soul now? / who’s gonna save my soul now? / i wonder if i’ll live to grow old now

i wanna suffer for my sins
a boyd crowder fanmix

001. johnny guitar watson | gangster of love
i jumped in my white horse cadillac / i rode across the border line / i roped fifty-five girls / i kissed them all the same time
002. the black keys | everlasting light
oh baby can’t you see / it’s shinin’ just for you / loneliness is over / dark days are through, they’re through
003. cage the elephant | ain’t no rest for the wicked
no there ain’t no rest for the wicked / until we close our eyes for good
004. fiona apple | criminal
i done wrong and i wanna suffer for my sins / i come to you ‘cause i need guidance to be true / and i just don’t know where i can begin
005. alkaline trio | burn
as we burn / pretending to fight it, everyone learns / faster on fire / things took a turn, lost all desire / you live and you burn
006. dr. john | i don’t wanna know
and all around the gold is glistening / making sure it keeps me down to size
007. the black keys | howlin’ for you
i must admit i can’t explain / any of these thoughts racin’ through my brain / it’s true / baby i’m howlin’ for you
008. cobra verde | play with fire
now don’t play with me / ‘cause you’re playing with fire
009. straylight run | hands in the sky (big shot)
he says give it up, boy / give it up or you’re gonna die / you’ll get a bullet in the back of the neck / in the back of the neck right between the eyes
010. florence + the machine | remain nameless
i wish to remain nameless / and live without shame / ‘cause what’s in a name, oh / i still remain the same
011. gnarls barkley | who’s gonna save my soul?
who’s gonna save my soul now? / who’s gonna save my soul now? / i wonder if i’ll live to grow old now